I'm Weird

but i knew that already.

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Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

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My Happy List.....

though it was time for an Happy List =)
i guess i need to remind myself about the great stuff.. plus i realized there was 13 posts for June and this is driving me crazy =D.

[will add pics later]

This.. from mister Tom. i love the fact that even if him and his parents are in tunisie, they though of me and my birthday. cant wait to see my boy again in a few days and doing a biiiiiiig photoshoot with him. just cause i realized i didnt take any pic of him since March. bad godmother!

These flowers. that i got for my birthday. even though it's my mom who gave these to me.. pretty sad huh?

miss Cloé. she's so stickin' cute. and sweet. and I LOOOOVVVE it when we do photoshoots =)


Mister Luca. he's just the sweetest!! ha!


my new bra. I LOOOVVVVVVVVVE it. really i do. A LOT.

my mom. she did not yell when she learned i had 7 exams to repass in sept. yep.. 7.. out of hmm.. 11? *shy*

caramel. great support when i'm not feeling well.

summer. even if im bored to death and i will have to study i just needed not to go to school.

scrapbooking. perfect thing to do when i dont wanna think about ANYTHING! really! i swear. i'm falling back in love with it. i LOOOOOOOOOVE scrapbooking.

photography. what would I BE without photography really???????

well.. sad but true.. i cant think of anything else right now.

Writing This Post in Parts.....

....i guess.
starting at about 2PM (done at about 6PM.. haha!)
I'm just starting it now though.

yesterday we FINALLY did the phtoshoot i've been planning for weeks with Cloé. we had fun (yes, she had fun too!). I totally took too much pics .. oops. more than 800.. in less than 2 hours. but hey.. wont get to do photoshoots as much as i want once her parents starts working in luxembourg! I love this little girl so much! but sometimes I'm SO glad I wont babysit her anymore. cause she can be a real monster. dont let the sweet look fool ya!
i guess when i post this later today i'll share some pics too. since i'm editing them now. =)

i miss luca SO much! hope i'll babysit him some days this summer.

i'm writing in french when i feel like it and english when i feel like it today. but i guess mostly it will be english.

ma mere est dans sa phase amour pour le moment. je déteste sa. franchement qu'elle fasse sa sa me fait franchement chier. elle comprend pas qu'il est trop tard. qu'on est trop grandes. a mon avis elle comprendra jamais. tant pis.

Some Cloé pics to end this =)

I love this boy so much.

And i love to watch him play.


it's like.. refreshing to see him play.


being in his own world.


I cant explain how I feel. I just LOVE it.


and it's not happening with cloé or tom. only luca. not sure why.


He's been gone since like an hour. and I really really miss him like crazy already. I cant wait till i see him again.


I have lots and lots more pics to share. I have taken more than 700 pics of my little boy *oops*.. in two days *oops again*..


see you soon =)

Just Me..

Asked my mom to take these


with Caramel


this the look i have when i'm openly making fun of someone. I'm sure a lot of people know this look.. haha!

Writing...

about stuff.. just stuff going on my mind lately. shall we talk about that or not?
I guess yes. SO hmm

Did you ever hate someone SO much you could kill her. I'm talking about my wonderful sister right now. but really there's other ppl I could kill. no joke.
So gé did buy a house. they need to remake it completely. all we are talking about these days is.. her HOUSE! and then she'll get mad. then they'll yell. then I have a darn headache.. She thinks she's too intelligent for us. she think everyone is dumb in this damn family. but that said family thinks she is the greatest person in the whole world. I dont even know how to describe her. she's always been like that. really. and everyone loves her. and by everyone I mean EVERYONE. most of my friends that met her like her better than me. no. all of my friends. but Maud. and i cant blame them really. she's funny. outgoing. smart. beautiful. and I could go on and on. she is everything I am not. and people like that.

I missed 4 exams. out of 4. UGH!

I wanna see luca (3yo cousin). BADLY. i miss him. i need him.

i dont wanna go to the cinema with greg. but i'll probably need to. cause I told him no so many times that i need to say yes. just once. even if i am getting me mad as soon as i hear his voice.

I dont want to think anymore.

I need to start sleeping properly already. getting up everyday at 7. and sleeping really badly at night. I am WAY tired

I need to start eating on a regular basis again. even if i am not hungry. my wonderful mom is starting to see i'm not eating well.

I need to study for the next days' exams. but I really dont wanna.

I need to get out of that house.

I need to get drunk. but I need to find someone I really trust to come with me. I cant get drunk by my own. lol.

enough for today. see you tomorrow.

ugh

Miss Cloé is such a *pain* today. She cryed when her parents leaved. I had to *yell* at her for her to come to her senses. then she wants to draw.. then she doesnt want to. then she wants to eat. then when it's done she doesnt want to anymore. then she wants milk. then she doesnt want it anymore. then she wants the little poney.. then no cinderella.. then no the lion king. UGH! I hardly slept last night. I'm in no mood to fight w/ her. and she does that... and it's not even 8h30 yet!