My Lil Boy

well ok.. he's not really mine. lol

took a whole lot of Tommy pics today. what i've seen so far is pure CRAP. didnt check it all yet though. will see if i have a few keepers out of all the pics i took today (which is a LOT).

Just need to "talk"

dont have anything to say but i need to write. not sure about what. yet.
will continue the AAM album later today.
dont have any assignements to do scrappin wise (sp?) so i'll just have fun with some quick LOs that will most likely never end up in galleries. because when i scrap usually i dont think. well. i dont think about whats driving me crazy. and that feels good. really.
i need to sleep. i am way tired. for no reason at all. really. since i sleep about 11 hrs/night i shouldnt be that tired. lol.
i need to call the girls to tell them i cant go to the cinema on sat. as i'm babysitting cloé. and Kassandra. not looking forwards to baby sitting K though.
I wanted to baby sit Tom but.. blah. lol. i'm just so tired that i dont feel i can deal with him.
talking of tom. got some cute pics of him last sunday on my birthday. hold on (lol) i'll edit one now.

ok so.. maybe it's not so great. plus i edited it in a funky way. but it's all i've got so it'll have to do. for now.
I really need to do a Tom LO soon! poor kid didnt have any lo done for him since like feb or something? good thing he's not aware of that. lol.
i need to do a Luca LO too.. maybe i'll do both tonight. but first i want to work on the AAM album.
ok so i have other things i want (and need) to talk about. but not today. or well.. maybe later. just not right now.

Love Hurt...

just cause i needed somewhere to upload this and photobucket is being a pain. lol.

Credits : Jeannie Papai's Girl Dreams kit.
Font : AL Sandra

UGH

so.. where to begin...
i dunno. i really dont.
i'm WAY tired. i need to sleep. i cant. i hate it when i cant sleep. ugh.

yesterday. my bday "party". ppl are way generous this year =)

2 days ago. franco.. maud and i said we wouldnt remove our "bracelet" (CANT think of the english word right now) until christmas. ugh. again.

3 days ago. went to see zazie. oy

Spain pics.. and stuff

today i am WAY too tired haha! SO i'll leave ya with some spain pics =)







And this is the photo the beach photographer took. not so bad? so i guess i'm gonna stop looking at it cause the more i see it the less i like it. lol

2 posts in 2 days..

wow.. i mean.. yeah.. WOW.. haha.
going back home tomorrow.
really really looking forwards to that.
will post everything i meant to post weeks ago too.
and then.. probably study a little too. haha!
so hmm.
gotta wake at 6 tomorrow.
ugh!

Did a photoshoot like 3 days ago? i think? not sure.. yes.. not a photoshoot of her. one of ME. was my idea. now that seems really weird. cause hey.. i'm the girl who has about 30 pics of her from last year's vacantion in Spain. half of them taken by me. and then now i ask to do a photoshoot. lol yeah.. okay.. see you in 10 years for the next photoshoot huh?
didnt check them yet. i HOPE they came out nicely. really. will check asap.
and will post here too prolly.
ALSO. there is a beach photographer. last year they took some pics of me too. and we bough one that i hated so much i hid it.. and hid it so well that *i* cant remember where it is. lol. well this year there was one that asked me too. and i said yes, just to see how she would pose me. lol. and she did some of my mom and me too. we bough one of those. not as bad as last year's. will post it here tomorrow. =)

wow i'm going to go now. my mom is almost ready. yay right?
see you!

gee

i'm in spain.
i hate spain.
spain sucks.
i need to study
I'm not studying obviously.
I hate studying.
studying suck too.
a LOT.

and ugh. other things are not going here. so yeah this is short!

so yeah.. i didnt post here for what seems like forever.

Today i did the label thing for all the posts. i guess it will be better for me to stay kinda organized that way.. wait.. that's me who's talking that way? haha doesnt seem like me.

So hmm .. lets talk about other things huh?
first.. digi scrapping =)
I did get in a CT. can you say "OVER EXITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ? hahaha!!! so hmm i did 2 LOs already. will work on more later. probably tomorrow =)



to check for credits, please check my digi gallery =)

i need to work for school. really. really. i need to. i will. and then. if i miss this darn year. it'll be because i really am dumb. oy!

enough! later!

I'm Weird

but i knew that already.

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

My Happy List.....

though it was time for an Happy List =)
i guess i need to remind myself about the great stuff.. plus i realized there was 13 posts for June and this is driving me crazy =D.

[will add pics later]

This.. from mister Tom. i love the fact that even if him and his parents are in tunisie, they though of me and my birthday. cant wait to see my boy again in a few days and doing a biiiiiiig photoshoot with him. just cause i realized i didnt take any pic of him since March. bad godmother!

These flowers. that i got for my birthday. even though it's my mom who gave these to me.. pretty sad huh?

miss Cloé. she's so stickin' cute. and sweet. and I LOOOOVVVE it when we do photoshoots =)


Mister Luca. he's just the sweetest!! ha!


my new bra. I LOOOVVVVVVVVVE it. really i do. A LOT.

my mom. she did not yell when she learned i had 7 exams to repass in sept. yep.. 7.. out of hmm.. 11? *shy*

caramel. great support when i'm not feeling well.

summer. even if im bored to death and i will have to study i just needed not to go to school.

scrapbooking. perfect thing to do when i dont wanna think about ANYTHING! really! i swear. i'm falling back in love with it. i LOOOOOOOOOVE scrapbooking.

photography. what would I BE without photography really???????

well.. sad but true.. i cant think of anything else right now.

Writing This Post in Parts.....

....i guess.
starting at about 2PM (done at about 6PM.. haha!)
I'm just starting it now though.

yesterday we FINALLY did the phtoshoot i've been planning for weeks with Cloé. we had fun (yes, she had fun too!). I totally took too much pics .. oops. more than 800.. in less than 2 hours. but hey.. wont get to do photoshoots as much as i want once her parents starts working in luxembourg! I love this little girl so much! but sometimes I'm SO glad I wont babysit her anymore. cause she can be a real monster. dont let the sweet look fool ya!
i guess when i post this later today i'll share some pics too. since i'm editing them now. =)

i miss luca SO much! hope i'll babysit him some days this summer.

i'm writing in french when i feel like it and english when i feel like it today. but i guess mostly it will be english.

ma mere est dans sa phase amour pour le moment. je déteste sa. franchement qu'elle fasse sa sa me fait franchement chier. elle comprend pas qu'il est trop tard. qu'on est trop grandes. a mon avis elle comprendra jamais. tant pis.

Some Cloé pics to end this =)

I love this boy so much.

And i love to watch him play.


it's like.. refreshing to see him play.


being in his own world.


I cant explain how I feel. I just LOVE it.


and it's not happening with cloé or tom. only luca. not sure why.


He's been gone since like an hour. and I really really miss him like crazy already. I cant wait till i see him again.


I have lots and lots more pics to share. I have taken more than 700 pics of my little boy *oops*.. in two days *oops again*..


see you soon =)

Just Me..

Asked my mom to take these


with Caramel


this the look i have when i'm openly making fun of someone. I'm sure a lot of people know this look.. haha!

Writing...

about stuff.. just stuff going on my mind lately. shall we talk about that or not?
I guess yes. SO hmm

Did you ever hate someone SO much you could kill her. I'm talking about my wonderful sister right now. but really there's other ppl I could kill. no joke.
So gé did buy a house. they need to remake it completely. all we are talking about these days is.. her HOUSE! and then she'll get mad. then they'll yell. then I have a darn headache.. She thinks she's too intelligent for us. she think everyone is dumb in this damn family. but that said family thinks she is the greatest person in the whole world. I dont even know how to describe her. she's always been like that. really. and everyone loves her. and by everyone I mean EVERYONE. most of my friends that met her like her better than me. no. all of my friends. but Maud. and i cant blame them really. she's funny. outgoing. smart. beautiful. and I could go on and on. she is everything I am not. and people like that.

I missed 4 exams. out of 4. UGH!

I wanna see luca (3yo cousin). BADLY. i miss him. i need him.

i dont wanna go to the cinema with greg. but i'll probably need to. cause I told him no so many times that i need to say yes. just once. even if i am getting me mad as soon as i hear his voice.

I dont want to think anymore.

I need to start sleeping properly already. getting up everyday at 7. and sleeping really badly at night. I am WAY tired

I need to start eating on a regular basis again. even if i am not hungry. my wonderful mom is starting to see i'm not eating well.

I need to study for the next days' exams. but I really dont wanna.

I need to get out of that house.

I need to get drunk. but I need to find someone I really trust to come with me. I cant get drunk by my own. lol.

enough for today. see you tomorrow.

ugh

Miss Cloé is such a *pain* today. She cryed when her parents leaved. I had to *yell* at her for her to come to her senses. then she wants to draw.. then she doesnt want to. then she wants to eat. then when it's done she doesnt want to anymore. then she wants milk. then she doesnt want it anymore. then she wants the little poney.. then no cinderella.. then no the lion king. UGH! I hardly slept last night. I'm in no mood to fight w/ her. and she does that... and it's not even 8h30 yet!